Wednesday, September 07, 2005

The unthinkable has happened.

Ally discovered my blog!!!!! *screams aloud*

Okay lah, I know, I'm just asking for my blog to be discovered if I actually pen down personal thoughts on the big bad web, right? But you see right, there's a significant difference between normal people reading my blog, and my discipler reading it. Somehow...I feel...constrained. I don't know how to explain it, because it's not because I have any secrets or whatever...but it's just weird, you know?

But I'm kind of glad she found it because she proceeded to print out my previous posts where I was going through weird phases as well to remind me of how I overcame it.

"Carol, don't let your mind be the devil's playground," she said.
"Crucify your thoughts"

Tough, but I will do it.

Anyway, am I really any different back home compared to here? I don't think so lah..really...but there's no one who can justify it because, well, no one sees me here and home. Except for like, Max la..and maybe Cuz but I fancy that I'm the same. Really.

The whole Nick saga was a joke. :( He's one of my best guy-friends and will always be. I suppose we're just too comfortable around each other.

Hrmm...dunno la.

Sorry ya, everyone, for just totally going so random. I'm fine. Really. I just need to sort out my thoughts and make sure I don't provide any space for Mr D to play around in my mind.

Gotta go....